What a terrible day??????

In my life, today is the most terrible day!!! I do not know what is going on here. Everthing just gone, in one day. Three years I am in this school, today is the most terrible day I had. Why I need to suffer in this kind of feeling??? Why my life is so terrible??? I want to have a better life!!! Whhy my friend need to mad at a person for so long??? Don't they feel tired, when they mad at a person for so long? Why can't they just let themself to rest for a second??? Why they don't think in positive way? Why must them think negative way all the time? Maybe their nerve is block. Today,my best friend just tell me that, she has nothing want to talk to me anymore!!!
I am so disappointed for her. My heart has just been crushed by her. I think I am nuts. But anyway, I do not bother about it anymore. The god plan everything of our life. We can't change it. This is already faitaccompli. Just forget everything and have a good rest. :(

2 more days, C.N.Y is coming!!!!!!!

C.N.Y is just only a name. The most important is the angpao~ Hehe~~ Only the children will be happy on C.N.Y, the parents will be very sad~~ Haha~~(when they open their dompet, there is going to be a fly coming out). Why I do not have any feeling for this year C.N.Y??? Remember give me angpao!!!!

Couldn't understand it~

Feel so complicated, the feeling is very difficult to explain. If the time will stop for 1minute or 1 second, every thing will be change~~dunno why the thing keep on flow in my mind!! Even the time stop for a second, the thing will be still in my mind!! Wish "someone" will be my earphone, listen to my story. Couldn't you just listen to my story for a minute??? "Don't look too far or too near"~~

rAiN~~ RAin~~ rAiN~~

18/12 - 20/12
Juz came back from Lanjut, Serai.
Actually there is very nice, but everyday raining~~
So many games we cAn'tTpLaY ~~
So sAd~~

At least I get to swim in the pool lo~~
I also go to the beach ~~
It was very beautiful.
ThE WaTer wAs vErY DiRtY tOo~~

OuR rOOm iS sO bEaUtiFuL~~
It iS lIkE a hoUsE Leh~~
AnD tHe Bus wE tAkE iS a DouBLe deCkER ~~~
So SyOk~~

Holidays...................

Yeh... Yeh...
My holidays hv arrived~~
Kinda boring if I spend my holidays at home~~
My parent not allow me to go out~~
I should hv freedom~~


On tis december I am foing to a trip~~
Lanjut n Thailand ~~
(I think is fun lo...)
Maybe I get to go to Penang wif my cousin~~
(Wish only... hehe~~)


My parent suddenly so gd,
bring us 4 movie leh~~
(maybe they got reason~~)

bIRthDaY Is cOMinG...... yEAh~~

Yeah~~
2 more days is my birthday~~
My mom let me open a birthday party n invite my best fren......
(Huey Jiun,Jia Yen,Ai Lynn,Ashley,Jia Wei,n Yu Xin)are coming to my birthday party~~
My birthday is on november 10~~
(Dun forget present~~~)Juz joking......><:D...hehe~~

The ExAm iS OveR so WAt?????

The exam finish 1 week ago but I do not feel like holiday~~~
Next year I still hv PMR to over come~~
I'm in a bad mood~~
My result is terrible......(malu..... hehe)
My penang holiday has been cancel by my mom~~
But I still get to go to Lanjut for holidays~~
Now my brain is all empty......
dunno wat to post......